How often will we doubt God’s mercy? Have we not all the one Father? Has not the one God created us? When you stumble turn to God and He will help you. God is a good father.
But we have to ask first. God will not force anyone into humility. Be humble. Ask for help.
Use your free will and mature up. Learn how to talk to the Father. Hope in the Lord and you will find Peace. The Lord will not abandon His People. God’s mercy sustain us. God gives mercy. Ask.