There is a Principle of Prosperity, Success or Abundance.
This Principle is, if you want to receive New thing you must get rid of Old thing.
If you want to receive a Gift of Grace you have to get rid of a bad habit.
If you want to move to the next level you must ‘shed blood’. It means learn a new skill.
There is always a condition attached to a growth.
The Bible repeats many times, IF you do this you will receive that.
And it is always something from your past that you have to get rid of-a sin, an addiction.
Nobody wants to be exposed. I suggest, get rid of fear of exposure by repentance.
Make it right with God and He will forgive and help you live a better life as he did to me.