Commit means make it happen no matter what. At the same time it is not life of misery or unhappiness.
In other words, uncommitted life is not worth living.
What is your dream, your purpose of life?
What Covenant you do with God?
Maybe give back, make changes in the community or decide give up smoking, drinking alcohol?
My suggestion would be, recreate yourself, be reborn to new state of consciousness.
Whatever commitment you make, keep your commitment no matter what. If it is hard then do it hard.
Bible says, ‘Commit your works.’
Let us commit our time, our effort, our energy to our commitment and God will help us on the way.